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Hey gorgeous buddies! Boy do I miss you!! Its been way to long. A lot going on so here’s an update in a nutshell for anyone waiting on the edge of your seat for info on my life…haha!

Settled in as much as possible for now…still looking for work (thought I might have landed a job this week, but no such luck)…my computer finally totally froze up on me, my brother is trying to recover all my info, especially the business books so I can answer to IRS…bankruptcy still not complete…injured my knee and its giving me trouble…daughter broke her toe…I just recovered from a terrible UTI, very painful!…preparing for a yard sale tomorrow that was supposed to be last weekend (but I was ill)…getting kids registered in new schools…oh and I weigh 239 now cause Ive been a total piggy!

I cant get on the internet much as Im using my dad’s laptop and his internet usage is limited. I have to use my time for job searches and do check my email but as for signing into BS or Facebook it just has not been able to happen. I want so badly to check up on you guys daily. For now it will be little but will try to more often it will just be very brief. Please know I think about so many of you and miss chatting.

Time to get back on the ball and take care of myself…no more upward on the scale…I am disgusted with myself again…I want to feel good…its been too long.

LOVE LOVE LOVE you guys and miss you bunches. Will try catching up with you as soon as possible…HUGS!!

Anyone interested in my personal email just send me a message…I can use that more than signing in here for now.

…bit by bit. It took a full week to move and clean. I was trying to get everything out in order to get the relocation money…now they are playing games and saying the shop is not empty so looks like no money for all the extra work I did. The deal was to just show effort in the shop…not to clear it.

Im already missing my “freedom” so to say; just the ability to do what I want when I want…my own time frame. Don’t get me wrong…I so completely appreciate what my parents have done and that it changes life for them too. I am blessed and thankful.

I had a money gift from an anonymous angel…a good bit of money…and its to be used for getting back into the work force (clothes, hair, gas)…not on bills. God keeps providing in so many ways…unexpected ways.

I have to be honest too…I am struggling with the depression a little more again. Holidays only make it worse. I pray I can get past this hurt soon. I am back to wanting to eat my way through the day. I need to get a grip now…this week…today. My 14 y/o and I did go for a walk yesterday morning. There is a park about 5 minutes away with a nice big path around it (about a mile). I used to walk it when I lived here before. We are planning daily walks when possible.

I miss being on here daily…many times a day. Wondering how everyone is doing…both personally and with the weight loss. I hope FABULOUS! Much much love and hugs to you.