Wearing Shorts…Its been A LONG time!
Im wearing them…but I didn’t say it was pretty…its not. I squeezed myself into a pair of size 18’s that I initially had hoped would be way too big by this time. With my struggles over the last several months it is pretty amazing that I am actually in them at this point. I am very unhappy with my thighs…yuck! Bottom line is I have once again done this to myself so cottage cheese thighs and flappy arm wings are what I must endure. Its another HOT day here…odd for this area so soon but it will be in the low to mid 90’s today. The pollen is killing me but I love to have the windows open…plus I cant afford the AC right now. My cold is finally better today…my cough is now “productive” rather than the dry, tickling cough…my ribs are thankful. I did however drink and eat quite a bit trying to stop the coughing…I know that sounds lame.
Emotionally, I just want to eat and numb…Im still struggling guys…Im still feeling such heartache over my marriage…it really has been devastating. Im sure people are tired of hearing it…but Im not one to just say oh well and move on…he was my life. Im looking inward quite a bit. I know I have not loved myself and always wondered how he loved me because I didn’t like what I saw. Now he’s gone and it just kind of confirmed what I felt all along. Part of me knows Im worth it…but the other part trys to override that thought and squash it. I am trying to understand and correct this about me…I want to understand and move forward with a healthy self esteem…don’t know if that’s even possible at this point in life.
Going to stop now because Im rambling. I want to get these shorts to fit looser in the next several weeks. Im still here…still trying. Oh, I am down one pound since last week.
Buddies…wear those sorts with me…its not easy but do it…at least around your home. I may even soak up a little bit of sun in them today…maybe.
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That is quite an accomplishment in my book ! I am wearing my shorts now even as I write this too you ! I have always worn shorts no matter how heavy I was and will continue to do so for as long as I have legs to do so ! YOU ARE WORTH IT ! We love ya and will continue to support you ! So wear those shorts proudly ! Hugs, Kimmi
Im going to have to shut off my computer for a bit…its running too warm and the fan is in high drive…Will be back on later when it cools down to catch up on the blogs.
Have a great Sunday everyone!
I’m wearing a dress today. I wore shorts yesterday. Just sucked it up and did it because it is freakin hot.
Hang in there. You know I’m with ya!
I only wear shorts around the house so far. But I ventured out yesterday in a tank top!
I wear shorts around the house ONLY right now but I did venture out in a tank top yesterday!
Hey, atleast you have them on. So I say wear them proudly! If you dont like your thighs, then get ya a some longer shorts! Any trick like that will work. I’ve got my shorts on…lets go strut around the neighborhood! ;-P
I broke the shorts out yesterday….only wear them at home!! LOL!
Take care…congrats on that #!
well done on that pound and on the shorts! I wear skirts (with tights) but I haven’t put on a pair of shorts in years….maybe this summer!!!
Sorry to hear you are quite down at the moment, hope things start looking up for you
Hum, I don’t own any shorts so I’ll have to maybe go out and buy some
I think a 1 lb loss is great, very proud of you for dealing with everything and still losing weight !!!
wearing shorts now!! Congrats on your loss!
Congrats on the weight loss. As for the shorts, GO GIRL!! I would wear them if I actually liked them. LOL I wear my yoga capris allot, but I do let my arm wings air out in tank tops way more than anyone who owns a pair should!
Girl, if I had a pair of shorts that fit me right now I would… but you know, I’m morphing into sort of an odd shape
I’m going to have to go invest in a pair, or maybe I can make cut offs from some of my “fat pants” that LUCKILY I didn’t get rid of for New Year’s like I had planned… cuz now I’m going through them in backwards order!
i have mine on good for you you can do this