And Breathe……

I have a tightness…knot in my chest…I know its anxiety but it seems to have gotten worse since this hearing.I am relieved the hearing is over. Now if all goes well it will be complete in about 60 days. Something that puts a ????? on it is the audit. May take longer because of that…just more waiting games. We were the second names called to go up. It honestly took me by surprise because when they called the names on the docket, ours was much further down. Just tried to answer questions to the best of my memory and being honest. When he said ok, that’s it I thought Wah? Did my ears deceive me? I just pray the rest of this goes smoothly.

Time to focus back on job search. The car issue may be resolved for now anyway. My car still has to go back…cant afford the payments anyway. We (Jeff) had a truck and a car…like mine but more “sporty”. I think we are keeping it as long as we can keep making payments on it and then after all is final on the bankruptcy, it can be traded in for something more “economical”. I have not wanted to drive it for a couple reasons…one being he let “the girlfriend” drive it and I have a REAL hard time with that. The other is it draws attention and Im your typical wallflower girl…heck Id rather be the glue under the wallpaper. Don’t like attention like that.

Oh my gosh…I feel like I can REALLY take a breath in and out. Maybe I’ll get some pure oxygen and get high to celebrate. I really wouldn t mind a couple wine coolers but with the kids here I wont do that.Just wanted to update you guys and now I seem to be rambling…

THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART for your prayers and support! Sending much love and BIG hugs your way! Time to get back to work on me.

Kids are fighting already (yippee)…maybe those wine coolers arent such a bad idea ;)

21 Comments so far

  1. kyliejo @ February 23rd, 2009

    I am glad it is all over…let us know what happens.

  2. blt4ever @ February 23rd, 2009

    Oh hon, I am SOOOOO glad to hear how well it went at the hearing for you. One big stress down, right? Is there anyone who can watch your kids for you so that you could get a wine cooler or three drank? :P If only I were closer, I would have my daughter watch your kids while I took you out for a few drinks! Still sending much love and prayers your way!

  3. readytoemerge @ February 23rd, 2009

    Kids are waiting for the computer…wanted to give you an update tho :)
    I’ll be back on tonight to catch up on the reading…as long as the kids dont kill each other that is…(help me)

  4. ashleymeyer @ February 23rd, 2009

    I am so happy to hear that a little bit of your stress has eliminated, or at least lifted for now. I wish you the very best! Wait til the kids go to bed and grab that wine cooler! Everyone needs an outlet! Keep us updated.

  5. beckyboo @ February 23rd, 2009

    Well, I bet it is a relief for that part to be over. One thing to check off your list Deb. Hope the kids dont kill eachother tonight ! Deep breathes sweetie !

  6. sharona @ February 23rd, 2009

    Very glad that part is all over for you hunnie. I hope the audit goes very very smoothly for you my dear. Hang in there…take those deep breaths and move forward…there is NO looking back now!

  7. kamaperry @ February 23rd, 2009

    Soooooooooooo thankful you got this part over. BIG HUGS!!

  8. TerisJourney @ February 23rd, 2009

    Still praying for you - glad the first step is over and went ok. ((((HUGS))))

  9. yani @ February 23rd, 2009

    deb, so glad that everything so far went good…keeping my fingers crossed for your audit….love ya hon keeping you in my prayers

  10. skinnychris @ February 23rd, 2009

    Glad you hear you are feeling better!! Grab those wine coolers, pour a hot bath and lock the bathroom door. You deserve it!

    And I took you up on the challenge, I got out and walked this afternoon!!

  11. grapeape @ February 23rd, 2009

    If I were near you, I would watch your kids for you. I am so glad that it is over and you can move forward. I understand totally about the vehicle thing. Keep you chin up, girl.

  12. troubled @ February 23rd, 2009

    We’re always here for you Hun!!

  13. gettinfit2 @ February 23rd, 2009

    Debbi, honey here for you if ya ever want to talk ! I will be praying for you and the family ! Hugs, Kimmi

  14. somemansdream @ February 23rd, 2009

    Whew, you made it through a rough spot debbi!! I know how upset you were and so glad you made it through the day! I thought about you all thinking, wondering how you were fairing!
    As for the car, febreeze the heck out of it and make it yours!! lol Shy girls can drive cool cars too girl!
    Tell them kids, hey so glad you have so much energy…lets clean house. Mine are 19 and 17 and thats what I do to them–more fussing the more cleaning they get to do!
    shhhh…tosses one wine cooler-open when kids go to bed lol

  15. dawniegh @ February 23rd, 2009

    Love ya Deb! Glad it is over ,now take deep breaths and breath.

  16. khmerbeauty @ February 23rd, 2009

    I was waiting for this update ma! So glad you got through it. Now it’s on to more clean up and closing up and tying the other loose ends. LOVE YOU!

  17. renee68 @ February 24th, 2009

    Glad to hear this day is behind you. YAY! I know you are relieved!! :) Better days are ahead!!!!! :)

  18. coyoterun @ February 24th, 2009

    Thanks goodness that over with, I knew you’d be fine. Hope the kids didn’t kill one another! Take a few and relax. Love you.

  19. LaTina @ February 24th, 2009

    ok, here’s the scoop on the WHINE cooler… you give each kid one for each year old they are… tell them you will be drinking yours later is why you are not participating… have them drink them as fast as possible, in about an hour, position each kid on their stomach in bed, with their head turned toward the edge, aimed over a garbage can… then go enjoy your couple!

    ok, to anyone w/o a sense of humor, I’m KIDDING….

  20. JustJane47 @ February 25th, 2009

    This is such a relief to read. I was worried and not on BuddySlim yesterday. So glad this part is over.

    Your one strong woman….with beauty inside and out. Keep plugging away, I promise you will see a happier healthier life soon :)
    Hugs and Love
    Debbie

  21. JustJane47 @ February 25th, 2009

    Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkks…..check your folder please Debbie….I’m in there for now LOL!!!

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