Holes
Fell into another one…think it was a depression hole but I missed the sign on my way down. Pretty sure I can climb my way out but I’m tired and out of energy, so I’m just kinda sitting down here in it for a bit. And to make it worse, someone threw a box of Dunkin Donut Munchkins down here for me.
There are a lot of holes in my backyard (my life). I try to fill them in once I get out but I’m pretty sure there is a hole mole or gopher working against me. I know I can probably kill a few of them with “medicine” from the Doc but I’ve been down that road too. Don’t like where it put me… I’m not willing to take meds to numb my emotions because my life is miserable anymore. Can’t say I don’t get tempted tho. I really feel so many of my problems have to do with the way of the world now. We don’t rest any more…everything is rush, rush, stress finances to the max and beyond, work, work, work…almost everything runs 24 hours…cell phone don’t allow peace when you leave the office or your home for that matter. Is the convenience really worth it? If my life were over today, I would regret what I have made my priorities. I would regret the amount of time I wasted with food and being fat. I would regret the amount of time I gave to work and not my kids. I would regret going into debt so terribly to try to save a business. I don’t want to regret…I’m just not sure how to change certain things, and yes I am seeking Gods will in it all. I’m just still in the dark…
I’m sharing this for two reasons. One, I need to get things out and not hold it in allowing it to eat away at me and me in turn eating away at any thing edible near me. And two, because I know I’m not alone in this…I know some of you have your own hell you’re going through. We feel alone at times, sometimes a lot…but we are not.
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I have been in the hole sometimes….it gets easier….sometimes I have that feeling and dont know why? I hope you feel better soon….
sometimes a “hole” has a way out — it’s actually a tunnel. and sometimes, God puts those in our paths to aim us a different direction — use this hole to sit and think about your priorities, then find the way out that God has already provided.
you may not like the way out, be prepared for a hard climb on your tummy!
praying for you
first of all…throw those blasted Munchkins back up and out…they are the debil….
ok…
next…look for the light,
I agree with Deborah…so start looking for the light at the end of it all.
Do you have someone in your life, a pastor, a friend…etc, that is good with money or these types of things? If so…
go to them…let them help you sort it out.
Once I saw this show where a woman had so much stuff…you could hardly walk through her house anymore. Well it took a team to dig her out, but the freedom she experienced was a relief to her.
You need some help…I will be praying that God will send the perfect person to help you carry the burden…to Jesus!
Love you sister!
AAAh! Debbi you are going through a very rough time right now there is no doubt about that. I have been there myself and I truly know how overwhelming it can be. I agree with the others about getting some help and meanwhile if I can do ANYTHING AT ALL! to help you find your way out of that tunnel PLEASE! do not hesitate to call on me. I REALLY do care about you! Email me and I will give you my phone number if you want it. You can call me anytime, I AM ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU! Love you sister Debbi.
Sweet Debbi. Heres my hand..let me help you out. Everyone here at BuddySlim is here and praying for you.
I know its easier said then done, believe me. But remember there is always HOPE!!! Joyce Meyer helped enlighten me today
Sometimes we have to go through alot of bad stuff to finally get to the good stuff!! Thats how I am trying to see my life today. My past was horrendous, my present still a bit shaky…but each day is a gift from god!!
Take time for YOU Debbi!!! Smile!!! and remember how much you are loved!!
I feel the love and am moved to tears because of it. Thank you all for the encouragement and caring hearts!
No, you are NOT alone. I have been there too. I could have chosen meds, but you are right, all they did was numb me to the good and the bad, I couldn’t feel ANYTHING.
Love ya girl, and here is a lifepreserver of love thrown to you and a net to fish out those donuts and throw them far, far away!
You are not alone–I was in a deep hole last week–had a pity party, complete with “woe is me” cake. I finally started climbing out yesterday. We can get through this together–my life is out of control and pure hell right now but I can’t let that control me and neither can you. Come on Debbi—we can do this, together with God because he will show us his will–we just have to be patient-don’t rush it! Love ya!
Awww Debbie…you have to feel the love in here for you. We have all been there…but there is a way out. Sometimes, we have to reach for everything we can…God, your loving friends, and a willing spirit.
Someone grab a shovel..we need a end to this tunnel so a beautiful light can shine on Debbi.
By the way, toss those donuts up to us….we will take care of them…no no…we wont eat them…maybe stomp on them cause like Chrisie said…they the debil lol Hang in there girl…we love ya and we are here for you.
When you hit the bottom there is only one way to go and that is up. I hope things are getting better for you soon, Debbie!
Tammy