Heartfelt Thanks…I Love You BS Family!
I want to say THANK YOU, so very much for all the prayers and comments of support. It is indescribable how you can feel that much care and love from “strangers” so to say. You are my extended family and I sincerely mean that.
Yesterday was a long, long day. Before J and I were able to sit down to talk, we had a call from a detective. He needed to come out to follow up on the reports we had to file the other week for the thefts. He was here 2 hours…very frustrating…very discouraging.
Anyway, we regrouped from that and sat for our talk. We did decide to make the marriage work, to not let it go. I am still afraid…I think the fear is fear of failing again. Just like the fear of failing at weight loss. I’m not a quitter, my Dad reminded me of that a couple nights ago. I had called him in the midst of a powerful storm; I had lost my satellite and needed to know if there were any tornado warnings. (FYI-I have a STRONG fear of tornados, and since moving here, for the first time ever in my life, I have no basement). Anyway, in the conversation I spoke to him a little about making a decision and being confused and afraid. He reminded me of some past things and that I am not a quitter, not to say that if I chose to be finished with the marriage that I would be quitting, just that I will go on and be strong either way. I know this but sometimes it is nice to be reminded by someone who loves you and knows you, good, bad and ugly. So…there are some more things to discuss and sit down with the kids. I want to handle this right with them. I’m nervous.
I need to get my eating on track. I’ve been under my points/calories which for me usually tells my body to hold or gain.
Thank you all again for the love, prayers and support. My heart is filled with it. I hope I can be as good to you all as what you’ve given me.
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I wish you all the best!
I am so happy for you. And your dad is right (funny how they do that, huh?) whatever you do you are a strong intelligent woman and will you will only be stronger for the trials you endure. with angelia, i wish you the best
Yeah! So happy for you! Love you and just know it will all work out for good!
Trying again is not failing…and even if it doesn’t work out again…you have not failed. When you are in a relationship, it takes 2…and sometimes the relationship fails because…well…I will just say…it takes 2!
Debbi, I am the one that thanks you for coming into my life and allowing me to come into yours. I am a far better individual today because of it. May God guide you on your way to finding yourself again and may He shower you with many blessings along your path. You are such a loving, giving woman who considers her children when making major decisions, God bless you so much for that. Whatever the outcome may be please remember to continue to respect yourself and those beautiful children in all of your decisions. Remember also that you must have his heart and soul as he has yours if you do not want to be hurt again. You’ve earned that and you deserve it. Please tread lightly this time honey! your big heart concerns me. Love you Debbi, your adopted mom.
It’s ok to be afraid and nervous. Just remember that you have to take chances and risks if you want to accomplish anything, and you have to take chances for the people you love. And besides, even though it would be hard, it would better to try again and fail than it would be to walk away and never know if you could have succeeded. No matter what happens, everything happens for a reason. I’ll be thinkin of ya
I’m so glad that you are not giving up. You are a powerful example of a strong woman!
I love reading your blogs. Don’t let fear of failure stop you from going after what you want, for your happiness. Failing is not a weakness - its a part of life and we all learn from it.
Wishing you the best - you’re awesome!
I’m happy that you have made a decision that you feel comfortable with. There is no manual for life .. though I wish there were .. no way to really know if we’ve made the right choices .. time will tell. I am praying for you. I know that God will lead you on the right path.
It’s okay to be afraid, to be guarded .. you will conquer your weight
Much love,
Jen
God will guide you, and I will keep praying! Hugs!
Love you, too!
I’m just going to say “what Jenni said”, because she was here first and typed it first.
I’m happy for you my dear!Take one day at a time and know that it will be work but you can do it,I’m glad your trying cuz you don’t want o live with the “what if’s”. May God guide your every step. Blessing to you and your marriage! Love ya and i’ll keep yu and family in prayers.
Sorry I’ve been out of pocket with my move and stuff but I want you to know that not one single day has gone by that I haven’t thought of you and prayed for you. I knew within my spirit that something was up, though I had no idea until just now what that was. I believe that you have made the right decision, and that God will see you through the difficult times and hard places. Keep believing in the power of God to transform your hearts and minds and make you one trusting unit again! Love you so much, Little Rockstar Sweetie!
I will definately keep you and your family in prayer. In His timing you will know the way, just keep trusting in Him. I know it may not be easy, jsut remember we are all behind you!
Your sister in Christ!