Fat Girl Jogging!

Ok…I started the C25K last night and I did something I told myself I wouldn’t be able to do. I ran, ok jogged. Only 60 seconds at a time, and no I wasn’t fast as lightning (probably more like slow as molasses, cause that is as slow as my a** is). I also felt good about a result from that and you would never guess it so Ill tell you, I was sweating like crazy and… I liked it. You have to understand, I don’t like to sweat, normally. I don’t like to feel sticky, stinky and gross, usually. But it was almost like some sick reward. It told me I did something to earn it. Yay!

Now I just pray my knees, shins and ankle hold up. They are a little achy, mainly my ankle. I injured my ankle in a 4 wheeler mishap last August. Ok technically I was getting OFF the 4 wheeler and it happened :)  Just doesn’t sound as daring…hee hee. My brother had rolled his and in my rush to stop and get to him I stepped off mine without looking down. My right foot stepped on a rock and my ankle rolled…next I knew, I was on the ground wondering what happened to me. Kinda like I am now with my life. Anyway, he was ok and now I wasn’t. We had to ride back out, about 20+ minutes, over rocky, bumpy, bouncing trail. It took a loooong time to heal and didn’t heal right because I have a doctor who doesn’t LISTEN sometimes and I am stubborn…just a little…ok a lot.

Well, I got completely sidetracked :) I REALLY want to accomplish this…maybe I’m still on an adrenaline rush or something cause that is unlike me. I’ve never been athletic. Growing up I would play football with the neighborhood kids, mostly to get tackled by the boys ;) and would ride my bike all over. In high school it was a lot of walking, to and from school was a couple mile each way (no not up hill both ways) and always walking to nearby Civic Center, a beautiful place with a Mansion to explore (you cant anymore), huge open field, gardens to walk thru, trails in the woods that led to a creek, tennis courts and the best sledding hill in winter. So I wasn’t athletic but I stayed moving. I do believe I’ve gotten sidetracked again. I was just excited that I did it and am excited to do it more. I wanted to share that with you all because I know here more than anywhere else, you understand what it means. Whether it’s the first step or completing a goal, you understand what it means. Someone else can be happy for you, but you really get what it means. I love you guys and all the support. I’m facing some MAJOR personal issues this week and ask for your prayers and also that God would allow my body to hold up thru the emotional and physical. Thanks buddies!

13 Comments so far

  1. NANA @ June 23rd, 2008

    Way to go. Keep up the good work. Know we are here for you if you need to vent or whatever. thinking of you.

  2. babyjoggermama @ June 23rd, 2008

    Keep it up! Good job.

  3. stockpiler @ June 23rd, 2008

    Wow….you RAN!!!! You are my idol!!! I can barely even walk semi fast these days and the thought of running makes me tired to just think of it! I sweat…usually because I was getting out of a chair! LOL You will be in my thoughts and prayers as you go through a trying time

  4. BobsBabePinky @ June 23rd, 2008

    I enjoyed reading your blogs this morning - you are a wonderful person. That’s so cool you ran - it’s not easy to do, and you did great! ;-) Keep up the good work!

  5. jigglyjenni @ June 23rd, 2008

    Awesome job. I love sweating after working out too, it’s an amazing feeling. Keep it up, I’ll be thinking of you!

  6. MeGettingFit @ June 23rd, 2008

    Good for you, my plan is to start the C25K this November.

  7. thesarahjade @ June 23rd, 2008

    yay awesome! and you made me giggle with the molasses part. you go girl :)

  8. MIMIBARRILE @ June 23rd, 2008

    Good for you, girlie! Ya know…i have found stress can be one of the *best* exercise motivators of all…use it! When you wanna cry - RUN! when ya wanna scream - RUN! then RUN! some more! Then I pray your personal situation improves. xo, Mimi

  9. kamaperry @ June 23rd, 2008

    Keep up the hard work!

  10. poet @ June 23rd, 2008

    Great blog! Great person! Great courage! Proud of you keep up the good work!

  11. melissa72 @ June 24th, 2008

    Keep up the good work. As you I never onlce thought sweating and feeling disgusting can be a rewarding experience! :)

  12. chrisie @ June 24th, 2008

    You are running straight into a new day in your life! Things are going to start getting clearer and less bumpy for you…I just know it!
    Will be praying for you. Saw a rainbow tonight and this weekend…thought about you!
    Blessings!

  13. amy4uf @ June 24th, 2008

    GREAT JOB!!! Keep It Up!!! Things are going to keep looking up for you–I just know it.
    Amy

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