From Bad to Worse
I know I need to be faithful. I know God loves me and is here. I want these last several years to somehow glorify God. But my grip is slipping and Im tired of one heartache after another. My husband has been in and out of the hospital since Sunday night. There are health issues, his heart and some other things I will keep personal. In October “06″ he was sent from the doctors office to the local hospital, then transferred to the “heart” hospital. He had had several small heart attacks. He recovered (obviously) but has ongoing problems. I need to ask again for prayer for him and my family. I know God can use this all for His good at some point. I just hope I can see some direction or answers soon because I am one lost Puppy. In addition, my daughter graduates in 2 weeks. Im so afraid of something horrible happening and her daddy not being there. Please pray for me for strength, guidance & peace. Please pray for me that God will help me be a good mom to my babies especially when I just want to hide under my covers and be alone. Please pray for me that He would remove this sick desire in me to eat til numbness takes over and then eat more. Please lift me up to Him for healing of my mind, spirit & heart. Thank you so much!
Praying for you! You can do it! Sometimes the hardest things are the things that lead to the greatest blessings in our lives!
you and your family are in my heart,I will pray for you and your family.
You are in my prayers. Lean on Jesus, He loves you and will give you strength. When you are feeling like you want to eat to numb the pain - cry out to Jesus. Tell Him all about how you are feeling, don’t hold back. He wants to exchange beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, a garment of praise for a spirit of heaviness. And He will! I know, because I have experienced the light heartedness that comes from letting Him know what you are feeling. His will is that your husband would recover - because that is part of what His poured out blood provided at the cross - I am praying that “By His stripes your husband’s heart be healed and made whole” 1 Peter 2:24. In Jesus name, Amen.
I’m so sorry to hear about your husband’s health. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
I’m sure that I don’t have a clue what you are going through, but I am sure of this, God does and He is there, though you may not sense His presence. I don’t know why we need to learn to trust Him even when we can’t feel Him, but it is a lesson that every true believer gets eventually. Just know that you are a treasured team mate, and we are praying and lifting you up. God loves and cares far more than we ever could and I asking that He draws closer still and gives you comfort and peace.
Praying for you all, and that you will feel God’s peace. We are here for you.

Hang in there I just said a pray for you and your family and I would ask the same of you for my family I care for my mother wo is ill right now and we are looking forward to her 85 th birthday in July, my children need prayer for work to come their way and for a happy healthly quick delivery for my son’s soon to be wife and his daughter to be born. You know we as females are supposed to be the weaker gender but I know the Lord know what he was doing when he created us. When we think we can’t go on any further he nuggest us gently and we know he is with us and with him we can do all things!!! God Bless you and your family!
Cindy
Thoughts and prayers being sent your way…